I am a college student residing in a hostel. I have 4 roommates, as a result I can't crossdress and I can't buy feminine things. Even when going out atleast 2-3 people accompany me. What should I do?

Finally the date of shoot came.A photographer his helper and a girl arrived to the hostel.Wardon mam talked to the guy and he said that first we will shoot in outdoor .They decided to shoot in the terrace.They introduced me to the girl.Her name was Mitali.She was a beautiful slim girl with hip length hair.They all decided that we will shoot tomorrow till then u both stay together so that u will be comfortable with each other and that bonding should be visible onscreen.It was after noon time I took mitali to my room.I asked her for lunch and she deined.We then sat on the bed.She asked me is it ur 1 shoot with any other model I said yes.She said be comfortable I have a lot of experienced and we will shoot a nice video.She came to my backside and hold my bun in her hand and then she opened it.She was shocked to see my tresses.Gurpreet tere baal toh mere baalon se double honge she said.After that she asked me to stand to view my hair length and she was shocked to see floor length hair.She took comb and started combing my hair and while combing she was smelling kissing hugging my hair.I laughed and said what r u doing mitali.She said these all things only we have to do in the shoot.Then she asked me to do same with her .Her hair were straight well trimmed thick dark brown in colour.I took her soft hair in my hand and started combing her.i tried to smelled hair but was not able to control my laugh.She got angry and pulled my hair and said Saali kutti time pass mat kar nahi toh poore baal kaat dungi tere.I said sorry and I did what all she said.After few time she came to my bed and started running finger on my hair and said sorry .But I got angry bcoz u were not serious and I have came from Gujrat jus for shoot.So try to understand me and cooperate with me.In night we had dinner together and then we slept together.Next morning we woke up at 7 am.We were instructed to jus take a normal bath not a head bath.We were given suits which we wore.Suits were light in colour so that our hair are clearly visible.I wore a baby pink suit and Mitali light yellow.And after that we both went to the  terrace .Wardon mam naina camera man and the helper all were present there.And a girl arrived too she was a beautician.Now the decided to shoot the hair washing video first.Mitali was asked to sit in a stool and I was supposed to sit on floor.The shoot started she opened my bun and then she made my hair wet from water.She took shampoo and apply it to my hair .She washed my hair and after that she applied conditioner on my hair.And then again washed my hair and then removed the shampoo and conditioner.After that she wrapped my hair in towel.and made a high bun it was like effile tower.Then I sat on the stool and mitali sat on my front in the floor.Iopened her pony and put water on her hair and then applied shampoo on her hair.It was my first time washing someones else hair .Then I cleaned the shampoo then applied conditioner on her  hair.And after keeping for 5 minutes I washed her hair.Then I tried to wrap her hair with towel but I was not able to do that .Then Mitali wrapped her hair by herself.Then we were instructed to dry each others hair  .Then Mitali combed my hair and a loose braid.Then I braided Mitalis hair and made a braided bun.After that the director instructed us to change the dress and the next shoot was to be done in the market.We both were given sari.I was given yellow sari with a sleeveless blouse and Mitali was given red sari,The beautician gave me yellow bangels and yellow sandal.She applied yellow nail paint bindi and my hair were opened.Mitali wore red sari red bangels red bindi red lipstickand red heels.We were instructed to walk in a busy street and the cameraman was supposed to shoot both of us and public reaction too.The people were staring at us.Even girls were surprised to see both of us.Then we went to a superbazar and we were instructed to buy hair accessories.We buyed rubber band clutchers and all.We used all hair accesoires on each other.All super bazar staff especially girls were shocked to see our hair length .Many girls came and had photo with us.They were touching our hair and were feeling the softness of our hair.The director was very happy with the shoot.We returned to hostel and Mitali and I get inside my room.We both r were tired so we changed our dress and were lying on bed.Mitali asked me from when r u growing ur hair.i told her from childhood I had never cutted my hair.Then she said me ur lucky Gurpreet to have such long hair.i also feel jealous after seeing ur hair.Bcoz ur hair length is jus doubled of my length .Next day they all left.After few days wardon posted the videos on her insta and she was mad to see how much people liked it.

After that mam used to take my pic on daily basis and post it on insta.Her folllowers and even subscription was increasing a lot.Now mam started extra care of my hair.She used to apply heena and amla paste on every alternate days.She started takingme to parlour every week for removing split ends and having hair spa.Now my hair was a long straight silky smooth floor length hair.Mam got a call from long hair site that they want to shoot me and a other hip length model together.Both are brushing smelling and making hair styles of each other.They wanted to shoot hair play videos of both of us.Now mam was confused what to do next .She called Naina mamto her and told her the complete incident .She was shocked seeing her account and ask is he Gurpreet OMG .He looks so girly in all pics but how u convince him about all this.Mam told her that she played emotional card on me.Now she asked what should we do now bcoz the long hair site agent is calling continuously for the session.Gurpreet should look act walk talk and behave like girls .Naina mam was very sharp and she said something in which the both agreed.They went to principal room and said Mam see Gurpreet is getting more and more girly day by day so we both want that he should not live with boys.He is very weak in comparison to boys and if the torture him physically it will be a problem for school.So what u want Principal asked mam we should shift Gurpreet in girls hostel for rest 1 and half year.There he will be safe and secure.We will ask him to be in girls attire all the time.But will Gurpreet agree principal asked .both of them said we will take care of that.Now wardon mam called me in her room Naina mam was also there they both said me that boys are complaining of ur long hair a lot .Everywhere on the floor and even kitchen ur hairs are fallen down.Many boys have complained that ur hair comes on there food so now  management has taken a decision either u cut ur hair like boys or shift to girls hostel.Mam how can I cut my hair  I shouted.Decision is urs .Then Naina mam came to meand said that its jus the matter of and 1 and half year so plz cooperate  and the good  news is that I will be the wardon of girls hostel .Then wardon mam (Riya )took my bag and saidi will pack ur bag.She gave me a jeans and top to wear.And made pony of my hair .All of us entered girls hostel mam gave me a room with a class 12 student .She was a commerce student tall and a long bob cut girl.i said hi to her while I was keeping my bag on the table she came from back and pulled my pony tightly saying this table is mine and don’t try touch anything in the room without my permission.It pained a lot and tears rolled in my eyes.When I open my bag to change into nightdress my bag was filled with all femine clothes.i took a satin material nisght dress from the bag and wear it.It was maroon colour soo soft delicate that I liked it a lot.Now it was dinner time I went to the mess and all were surprised and shocked to see me .After dinner when we return to the room my roommate Shyamli said me u have to follow my rules if u wanna stay here.i said ok she gave me her clothes to wash and shoes for polishing.i did that in fear.Next morning I wake up and went for bathroom for bathing .Naina mam came to wash my hair it was first time she was washing .She washed it so nicely as she also had long hair.When I came out I wore shirt and skirt and hair were wet so mam gave me a hairband and left my hair open.Shyamli took my hair in her hand smelled it and said uffffff.After that I went to school with girls.Naina mam asked 2 girls of my class to take care of me and teach me how to walk talk and behave like girls.Richa and Ruchi both came to me and said see now you  are under our control so do what we say you .They opened my pony and teached me how to flip hair.When one  of the girl set my hair beside ear I felt like I m a perfect girl.In the evening Richa was talking to Naina mam in the hostel .I didn’t understand what they were talking.At around 7 clock Naina mam and Richa took me to the market.We entered a jewellery shop I asked why r we here mam.Naina mam said me to be quiet.Then they told the shopkeeper something in ear.He  made me sit on the chair and my hair which were now dry ,he moved my hair to the back of ear. He took a gun and pierced my ear I shouted with pain .He said its ur fault beta u should have done this in childhood.I was crying badly with pain.then he repeated the process on the other side.Then naina mam took tops for me and me wear it still I was crying in pain.We went to hostel when I entered my room Shyamali laughed seeing me.She said why r u crying its ok .We feel this type of pain every month.When I laid on bed my hair was back then shyamli took my hair and hanged it to the floor.She said this is the right way to keep long hair while sleeping.Next day the wardon of boys hostel saw my pierced ear and was happy to see my transformation.As the shoot was of hair play and I don’t have any idea about combing hair and making different hairstyles.Naina mam decided me to teach how to make hairstyles.She started with a long bob cut girl and said me to make pony of her and I did it well.Then she called a girl with below shoulder length and thick hair and asked me to braid her hair.But I was not even able to hold her hair.Then mam said u will be required to do her hair style for few daysand after 2/3 days I did it well.After that mam called a mid back length hair girl and I did it easily .After that mam asked me to do her a hair style and I did it also.Now madam called the wardon and told her he is now ready for the shoot.