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Writer's picturePriyanka Sharma

New Devrani



In a quaint corner of a bustling city, there lived a young man named Aakash, who had a peculiar fondness for the color pink. It was not just any shade of pink, but a specific one that reminded him of the first sunrise he had ever seen—the moment the sky blushed with the promise of a new day. Aakash had two older brothers, both of whom were married and had moved on to build their own lives. They all lived together in a sprawling ancestral home that was a testament to their family's wealth and status.


Aakash had always felt like the odd one out in this house of men. His brothers were strong and stoic, with broad shoulders that carried the weight of their responsibilities like seasoned warriors. Their wives, however, were a different story—graceful and elegant, they glided through the corridors with a gentle authority that seemed to soften even the harshest of realities. Aakash, on the other hand, was petite and had a penchant for the delicate, often finding himself lost in the details of the world around him that others often overlooked.


One sweltering afternoon, when the heat was so intense it felt like the very air was made of molten gold, Aakash found himself alone in the house. His parents had traveled to attend a distant wedding, and his brothers had taken their respective wives to their offices for the day. The mansion, which was usually a cacophony of laughter and chatter, now lay eerily silent, the only sounds being the occasional chirping of a bird outside the window and the rhythmic ticking of an ancient clock that had been passed down through generations.


Bored and with a peculiar itch that he couldn't quite place, Aakash began to explore the house. He had always been curious about his mother's wardrobe, a treasure trove of fabrics and colors that were strictly off-limits to him. But today, with the house to himself, the temptation was too great to resist. He tiptoed down the hallway, his heart racing like a wild horse, and paused outside the closed door to his mother's chamber. He knew that within lay a secret world of silks and satins, of glittering jewels and fragrant oils—a world that was as foreign to him as the moon.


But fate had other plans. As he fumbled with the lock, his eyes fell upon a set of keys hanging from a hook next to the door. They were small and delicate, almost begging to be picked up. Without a second thought, Aakash grabbed the keys and hurried to his younger brother's room. His heart thudded in his chest as he inserted the key into the lock and turned it with a soft click. The door swung open, revealing a sanctuary that was a stark contrast to the rest of the house. Here, the air was thick with the scent of jasmine, and the walls were adorned with intricate mirror work that cast a kaleidoscope of reflections. This was the domain of his younger Bhabi, the one who always smelled like fresh flowers and whose laughter was as sweet as honey.


Aakash's eyes widened as he spotted a pink ghaghra choli lying on the bed. The choli was a masterpiece of embroidery, with tiny mirrors stitched into the fabric that twinkled like stars against the midnight sky of his desire. He couldn't believe his luck. He had to have it. With trembling hands, he lifted the garment to his face, inhaling deeply. It smelled faintly of sandalwood and something else—his Bhabi's perfume, a scent that was uniquely hers and one that made his heart race every time she was near. He quickly discarded his own clothes and stepped into the silky choli, the fabric whispering against his skin like a lover's caress. The ghaghra fell around him like a waterfall, the soft rustling of the fabric sending a thrill down his spine.


He looked at himself in the mirror and felt a strange transformation come over him. The person staring back was not the boy he knew, but a vision of feminine grace that took his breath away. His eyes sparkled with a newfound mischief, and his lips curved into a seductive smile. He practiced walking in the outfit, the heavy skirt swaying with every step, the tiny bells attached to his anklets jingling with each movement. He felt a rush of power, a sense of belonging that he had never experienced before.


Just as he was about to indulge in his newfound fantasy further, he heard the sound of the main door opening. His heart skipped a beat. It couldn't be his parents—they wouldn't be back so soon. It had to be his Bhabis, returning from their day out. Panic gripped him, but it was too late to change. He had to face them. Aakash took a deep breath and stepped out of the room, his heart racing like a thousand horses galloping across the desert. As he reached the living room, his elder Bhabi looked up from her phone, her eyes widening in surprise. For a moment, she said nothing, and the silence hung heavy between them, like a thick velvet curtain. Then she burst into laughter.

ally pink.


"Look what we have here," she said, her voice dripping with amusement. "My little devar has turned into a devrani!"


Aakash felt his cheeks flush with heat, but he managed to keep the smile on his lips, playing along. "What can I say? The clothes make the man... or in this case, the woman," he quipped, trying to diffuse the tension with humor.


His elder Bhabi, Ritika, walked towards him, her own eyes twinkling with mirth. "Indeed, they do," she said, reaching out to straighten the dupatta that had slipped from his shoulders. "You look absolutely stunning in pink. It suits you so much more than your usual attire."


Her touch was gentle, almost motherly, but it sent a thrill through him that was anything but familial. He felt a jolt of electricity run down his spine as she adjusted the fabric. She took his hand and led him to the couch, sitting down next to him.


"I've always known you were different, Aakash," she began, her tone growing serious. "But I had no idea you felt this way."


Aakash looked down at his lap, the fabric of the ghaghra pooled around him like a pink sea. "I don't know," he murmured. "It's just...something I've always wanted to try."


Ritika's expression softened. "And who am I to judge you for that?" she said. "But tell me, do you feel...happy when you dress like this?"


He nodded, unable to find the words to express the tumult of emotions that swirled within him. Ritika squeezed his hand, and for the first time, he felt understood—seen.


"Then let's make a deal," she whispered, leaning in closer. "As long as we keep it between us, I'll help you explore this side of you."


The room felt as if it had shrunk around them, the air thick with a tension that was no longer just about his secret. It was about the possibility of sharing this intimate part of himself with someone who could accept it—someone who could help him navigate the uncharted waters of his desires.


"But what about the others?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.


"Let's not worry about them right now," she said, her eyes never leaving his. "This is about you and me. And if you're willing, we'll take it one step at a time."


The proposal hung in the air, tantalizing and terrifying all at once. But as Aakash looked into Ritika's eyes, he knew he had found an ally—a confidante who would stand by him in a world that was all too ready to tear him apart.


And so, with a nod, he embarked on a journey of self-discovery that would challenge the very fabric of his identity—a journey that would begin with a pink ghaghra choli and a shared secret that grew heavier with every passing moment.


The days that followed were a whirlwind of excitement and anticipation as they prepared for the garba dance competition. Ritika, along with Aakash's other Bhabhi, Nisha, took him under their wing. They had always known that their young devar had a flair for the dramatic, and now they had the perfect opportunity to indulge him—and perhaps, in doing so, they could learn something new about themselves as well. The three of them formed an unlikely trio, the air in the house charged with a sense of camaraderie that had been absent for far too long.


In the mornings, the women would wake Aakash early, their laughter echoing through the corridors as they taught him the art of being a girl. They showed him how to fix a wig, their deft hands weaving the synthetic strands into place with a patience that was surprisingly tender. They coached him on different hairstyles, their nimble fingers working with practiced ease as they tucked and pinned his hair into elegant up-dos that made him feel like a Bollywood starlet. The process was painstaking, but every time he saw his reflection in the mirror, the transformation was undeniable.


The afternoons were dedicated to teaching him the intricate steps of the garba dance, their hips moving in perfect sync as they demonstrated the rhythmic swaying and twirling that was so inherently feminine. He struggled at first, his movements stiff and awkward, but they were patient, guiding him with gentle touches and encouraging words until he began to find the rhythm in his own body. The jingles of the lehenga grew more confident with every practice session, the fabric swirling around him like a pink tornado.


They taught him how to carry himself with poise and grace, to walk with the sway of a woman in traditional attire. They showed him how to drape the dupatta just so, the delicate fabric fluttering around his shoulders like the wings of a butterfly. They instructed him on the subtle art of wearing jewelry, the weight of it feeling foreign and yet oddly comforting against his skin. And as the sun set, they would sit in a circle, sharing stories of their own lives, their laughter mingling with the scent of sandalwood and the sweetness of jalebis that Nisha had brought from her favorite shop.


But it was the evenings that Aakash looked forward to the most—the moments when they would sit around the dressing table, and his Bhabis would transform him. They painted his nails with a soft pink lacquer that matched his outfit, their gentle chatter filling the room like a sweet lullaby. They taught him how to apply kajal, the dark line emphasizing the softness of his eyes and the curve of his lashes. And they schooled him in the art of speaking like a girl, their words coated in the sweetness of honeyed lies that seemed to come so naturally to them.


As he practiced his newfound feminine mannerisms, Aakash felt a sense of belonging that he had never experienced before. He watched as Ritika and Nisha applied their makeup, their faces a canvas for their artistry. They painted on smiles that could melt the hearts of a hundred men and eyes that spoke volumes without uttering a single word. And when they were done, they turned their attention to him, their brushes and palette at the ready.


Under their watchful eyes, he became a master of his own transformation. The contours of his face softened, the sharp lines of his jaw blurring into a delicate curve. His eyes grew doe-like, the lashes fluttering like the wings of a moth drawn to a flame. They painted his lips a soft pink, the color of a new dawn, and his voice grew lilting and sweet, the very essence of femininity.


The day of the garba competition arrived, and with it, a mix of excitement and trepidation.


Aakash's transformation was almost complete. He sat on the velvet chair in the parlor, surrounded by the warm glow of fairy lights that reflected off the mirrored walls. His Bhabis had meticulously styled his long hair wig, braiding it with delicate threads of pearls that cascaded down his back like a river of moonlight. The smell of jasmine and roses filled the room as they applied the final touches of makeup, their eyes sparkling with excitement as they watched him become the image of their creation.


He felt the weight of the heavy jhumkas tugging at his earlobes, the bells attached to them chiming softly with every movement. His chest, now filled with the carefully constructed bra forms, heaved with every breath, a gentle reminder of the secret he now embraced. The final look was breathtaking—his eyes lined with kajal, his cheeks flushed with a soft blush, and his lips a tantalizing shade of pink that matched the outfit perfectly. The ghaghra was a vision of opulence, the pink fabric shimmering with every move he made.


Ritika and Nisha stepped back to admire their handiwork, their faces beaming with pride. "You look like a real Rajasthani princess," Nisha said, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. "You're going to win this competition, I just know it."


Aakash felt a rush of gratitude towards his Bhabis. They had not only accepted him but had become his confidants, his guides in a world that was so new and exciting. He rose from the chair, the fabric of his outfit whispering against his skin as he twirled, the bells on his ankles jingling in harmony with the sound of his heart racing.


As they stepped out of the house into the vibrant streets, the energy of the festival enveloped them like a warm embrace. The air was thick with the scent of incense and fried snacks, and the sound of laughter and music filled the night. Aakash felt his nerves settle as they approached the dance floor, the rhythmic beat of the dhol guiding their steps.


The crowd parted as they made their way through, their eyes wide with surprise and admiration. Ritika and Nisha had told everyone that Aakash was their distant cousin who had come to visit and wanted to participate in the garba. The lie slipped from their tongues like silk, weaving a cocoon of protection around their shared secret.


On the dance floor, under the twinkling lights of the chandeliers, Aakash felt alive. He moved with the grace of a gazelle, his hips swaying to the music, his arms tracing patterns in the air. The women around him mirrored his every move, their eyes filled with curiosity and respect. He felt a strange kinship with them, a bond that went beyond the fabric of their friendship.


The competition was fierce, but Aakash's passion and the love of his Bhabis' shone through. As the night grew darker, the pink of his ghaghra seemed to pulse with every beat of his heart, a silent declaration of his newfound identity.


And when the music reached its crescendo and the judges announced the winner, it was Aakash who stood there, his heart pounding in his chest, a smile so wide it threatened to split his face in two. He had won, not just the competition, but a piece of himself that he had never known was missing.


In that moment, as the confetti rained down and the applause filled his ears, Aakash knew that he had found a home within the folds of that pink fabric. And as he looked into the proud eyes of his Bhabis, he realized that sometimes, the most beautiful transformations happen when we dare to embrace the parts of ourselves that we've always kept hidden.

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